I made promises a long time ago to people who shouldn’t matter as much to me anymore. These promises shouldn’t mean anything to me anymore either. Why am I keeping these promises? I promised pizza, to always be there, to change, to never change but really I’ve broken all of them every time. I can only make promises to myself and no one else. I can’t make promises anymore. I just can’t keep them as hard as I try. I was about to give someone once a promise ring, not for her but for me. I remember her sometimes and why I made that promise, I tried to win her back but in the end I only achieved it for myself, not her. The promise: to grow stronger and wiser while I finally move forward. She’s not in the picture anymore but I have definitely changed for the better anyway. Not for her, but for me. I made a promise to another to always be there for her, but after things changed I wasn’t able to keep that promise. I broke that promise of mine. I still remember that second promise I made to her but honestly, it’s hardly happening. It’s not through lack of trying, but more mixed emotions.I guess I really can’t keep promises. My promises, it looks, are made to be broken. I can’t make promises anymore.