In my past relationships, I’ve been hurt before and honestly, usually it takes awhile for me to get over the pain. But eventually though, I find some kind of switch that changes thing at the drop of a hat.
1. Patience, should’ve taken things slow.
2. Pride, I’m proud of her for why she broke up with me.
3. Self Respect, I apologized to her for the 14 months of pain I thought she left me with, turns out it was all inside me.
4. Who really cared. I did nothing but care about her and gave her so much of myself. Through my pain, I wished her happy birthday after we broke up and wanted to see her anyway and to try and fix the friendship we had. She had nothing to do with me afterwards. She cared about me as her BF and not for me as Danny.
It kinda sucks that that’s what I discovered as my switch for Sam but that’s the way things are. She got her wish at least. I don’t ever want to see her again either now. I have more self respect than that now anyway thanks to a special person I have in my life again. She means more to me than Sam ever could again.